{"id":7633,"date":"2005-08-02T16:12:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-02T16:12:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/?p=7633"},"modified":"2026-04-09T16:14:05","modified_gmt":"2026-04-09T16:14:05","slug":"torment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/2005\/08\/02\/torment\/","title":{"rendered":"Torment"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I think back to the times when I used to cry,<br>hoping that feeling would go away back when I used to lie.<br>But now to feel is to die,<br>because these transplants will make me fry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I&#8217;d give anything to truly feel again,<br>to do more than channel my feelings through a pen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I can barely remember what it was that I did for fun,<br>and I&#8217;ve forgotten the last thing that I&#8217;ve done.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">This machinery is a living hell,<br>and if I fight it, I lose more memory and my brain starts to swell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">Will my torment ever end?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think back to the times when I used to cry,hoping that feeling would go away back when I used to lie.But now to feel is to die,because these transplants&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7633","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7633","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7633"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7633\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7634,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7633\/revisions\/7634"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7633"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7633"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7633"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}