{"id":7700,"date":"2005-12-18T18:16:00","date_gmt":"2005-12-18T18:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/?p=7700"},"modified":"2026-04-10T18:20:52","modified_gmt":"2026-04-10T18:20:52","slug":"i-cant-lose-someone-else","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/2005\/12\/18\/i-cant-lose-someone-else\/","title":{"rendered":"I can&#8217;t lose someone else"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I think about all the time we spent together,<br>and realize that the sum of that is lighter than a feather.<br>If only I had spent more time with you,<br>If only I had known that you would pass through.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">Now I just wish I could go back in time,<br>to prevent the horrible accident, the evil crime.<br>That drunk driver hasn&#8217;t even gotten what he deserves,<br>he ran out of the country, he fled like a bird.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">Now nobody knows where he went,<br>and all I can think is &#8220;Why Dad?&#8221;<br>He is gone and now my life has a huge gap in it,<br>and after all that has happened, I don&#8217;t even feel sad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">Well, maybe I do, maybe I am depressed,<br>but if so, where are all of the tears? Do I feel any stress?<br>Have I lost the ability to cry?<br>Am I too busy trying to enjoy myself to feel sad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">Ever since you left this world, I became worrisome.<br>Every time Mom is late getting home,<br>I stop what I&#8217;m doing and call her cell phone.<br>I don&#8217;t like worrying, but it can&#8217;t be helped.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I can&#8217;t lose someone else. I can&#8217;t\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think about all the time we spent together,and realize that the sum of that is lighter than a feather.If only I had spent more time with you,If only I&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7700","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7700","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7700"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7700\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7701,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7700\/revisions\/7701"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7700"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7700"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7700"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}