{"id":7718,"date":"2006-01-22T02:29:00","date_gmt":"2006-01-22T02:29:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/?p=7718"},"modified":"2026-04-11T02:30:35","modified_gmt":"2026-04-11T02:30:35","slug":"through-your-eyes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/2006\/01\/22\/through-your-eyes\/","title":{"rendered":"Through Your Eyes"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I&#8217;m cutting myself once again,<br>to take away my emotional pain.<br>I hate my life.<br>Why am I alive?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I&#8217;m slitting my wrist once again,<br>to help forget about my past.<br>I hate myself.<br>Why am I still living?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I&#8217;m searching for the knife once again,<br>I feel angry, I feel sad, I feel dead.<br>I hate everything.<br>Why am I still here?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">Today I have met a special someone.<br>He&#8217;s the most amazing person I know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">I finally have something good in my life,<br>I am finally able to put away the knife.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m cutting myself once again,to take away my emotional pain.I hate my life.Why am I alive? I&#8217;m slitting my wrist once again,to help forget about my past.I hate myself.Why am&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7718"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7718\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7719,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7718\/revisions\/7719"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/surfpup.net\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}